Speak

I've been trying 

Trying to be honest

Share my feelings

Mine

Not yours

My experience

How I feel

When you go fuck her for hours on end

I share

I'm calm (at least I try to be)

I'm logical 

We discuss

How to move forward

How to stop the pain and frustration

On both sides

We end with no resolution

You want to fuck other women

I sob while you do so

You say, "go get a boyfriend"

I say I don't want one

I just want you

I want you to want to play with me 

For hours on end

Instead, you play with me for minutes 

After you fuck someone else for hours

Do I feel slighted?

Yes

Do I feel less than worthy?

Yes

You can say I'm insecure 

I don't believe so 

My feelings are valid. 

I guess the easiest thing is not to speak